Today was such a long day. Camryn had her 4th round of botox and it wasn't scheduled until 10am. We left for the hospital at 6:30 and were there by 7:45. We finally went upstairs to pre-op at 8:45 and Cam started getting fussy. They gave her something to make her more comfortable and she almost threw it all up :( The procedure went well but Dr. Grossman wasn't happy. She was super tight under her arm even under anesthesia. He wants us to see Dr. Price next time we go and he wants us to come soon. They said they may even have to do another botox soon. Who knows it may even mean a secondary surgery. After the procedure Cam was a hot mess. She cried for almost 2 hours. We finally left and drove home and almost made it the whole way home without her throwing up. Literally, as we turned the corner to our street she threw up all over me. Awesome....Cam didn't nap at all today so we decided to put her down a little early so we could get a chance to process everything.
Yesterday and today have been two of the harder days I've had in a really long time emotionally. Yesterday, I was nervous about today and today I was upset about the outcome. It's really hard to think that with all the hard work we've been doing it's not really making a difference.
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