Mixed Feelings

I have very mixed feelings about our appointment today. The doctor was very happy with Camryn's progress but she also has a contracture and needs more botox in August. I'm so happy she's doing great but to have another thing to have done is yet just another thing. I'm starting work the week before for the firs time in a year and I already have to take a day off for Camryn. It just makes me feel so uneasy and stressed out. I know I already made it clear that Camryn came first when it came to me going back to work, I guess this just makes it more real.